My pregnancy was an unplanned pregnancy. I was date raped at the age of twenty eight. I was not sexually active at the time so I hoped and prayed that I was not pregnant. I couldn’t have a child. I was single and wasn’t capable of looking after a child. I had not planned on becoming a mother, ever. I prayed every night for my menstrual cycle to start. I was depressed and so very, very scared. My fear intensified every day.